linxin came to sch today and cried.
and, i couldnt cry for her or it'd be even worse.
but now as i sit in front of my com
im crying and crying for her.

oh Lord, why are some burdens so hard to bear?
please give us strength for it.
we're only 18.

and im very very worried for my art.
pls, pray tt i'll find a way out!